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  <title>take a step back, look at the whole picture</title>
  <subtitle>(it's something I learned from my father)</subtitle>
  <author>
    <name>Isaac Lahey</name>
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  <updated>2015-01-22T01:04:30Z</updated>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2014-07-14:2290116:2879</id>
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    <title>[six] β [spam + video]</title>
    <published>2015-01-22T01:04:30Z</published>
    <updated>2015-01-22T01:04:30Z</updated>
    <category term="allison is why he's here"/>
    <category term="barge coma bs"/>
    <category term="teenage werewolves are awkward"/>
    <category term="my grumpy delinquent inmate"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://freezerburns.dreamwidth.org/2879.html#cutid1"&gt;Spams for Allison &amp; Mickey&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;[Open spam for ~anyone~]&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;[After seeing Mickey, Isaac goes to check on Scott. It sucks to wake up to find his alpha has just fallen into a coma. Is there a limit on how many werewolves can be awake at once or something now? He visits Scott's room on &lt;b&gt;Level 1&lt;/b&gt; then heads back down to his own on &lt;b&gt;Level 5&lt;/b&gt; to get some stuff to take back there. Scott got him the house key and changed his cabin to include Isaac's room at Christmas, and now seems like a good time to move in, so he can keep an eye on him. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;That done, he heads for the &lt;b&gt;dining hall&lt;/b&gt; to grab some food, then &lt;b&gt;the deck&lt;/b&gt;, where he wanders sort of restlessly until he decides to head into &lt;b&gt;the Enclosure&lt;/b&gt; for some exercise. He feels all stiff and weird, sort of tired but unwilling to go back to bed yet, considering that he's been lying in one for weeks. Exercise, simulated nature-- they seem like the best option here.]&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;[Public video, later]&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hey, uh. &lt;small&gt;[He gives the camera a little wave, looking sort of awkward and sheepish. It's not like he wanted to fall into a magical coma for like a month.]&lt;/small&gt; I guess I'm awake now. I didn't miss any exciting escape attempts or anything, right? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh yeah-- &lt;small&gt;[He grabs a thick book and holds it up to the camera. It's the works of Shakespeare, which apparently the Admiral decided to leave in his room even though he was in a coma.]&lt;/small&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Who left their Shakespeare book in my room?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=freezerburns&amp;ditemid=2879" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2014-07-14:2290116:2729</id>
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    <title>[five] β [backdated private text]</title>
    <published>2014-12-27T11:36:25Z</published>
    <updated>2014-12-27T12:03:39Z</updated>
    <category term="christmas on the barge!!"/>
    <category term="dear admiral claus"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://freezerburns.dreamwidth.org/2729.html#cutid1"&gt;Private to the Admiral&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=freezerburns&amp;ditemid=2729" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2014-07-14:2290116:2525</id>
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    <title>[four] β [video]</title>
    <published>2014-12-01T00:40:52Z</published>
    <updated>2014-12-01T00:40:52Z</updated>
    <category term="teenage werewolves are awkward"/>
    <category term="my grumpy delinquent inmate"/>
    <category term="look how much i'm not freaking out"/>
    <category term="terrible fathers club"/>
    <category term="how do wardening???"/>
    <category term="isaac doesn't make the best decisions"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>37</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;b&gt;[Private to Mickey]&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;[Isaac so did not expect to get a friend as his inmate. This really makes things awkward. He both wants to read Mickey's file and doesn't want to even think about it sitting there on his desk, considering what he &lt;i&gt;does&lt;/i&gt; know about the guy's life. He keeps glancing over at it like it's going to flip open on its own or something.]&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So. You saw, huh?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=freezerburns&amp;ditemid=2525" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2014-07-14:2290116:2159</id>
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    <title>[three] β [spam + video]</title>
    <published>2014-11-18T22:47:59Z</published>
    <updated>2014-11-18T22:47:59Z</updated>
    <category term="&amp;cox"/>
    <category term="&amp;gene"/>
    <category term="&amp;kira"/>
    <category term="&amp;stiles"/>
    <category term="&amp;scott"/>
    <category term="scott fix the thing"/>
    <category term="jerry you're the actual worst"/>
    <category term="guilt = black goo problems"/>
    <category term="it all happened so fast"/>
    <category term="&amp;bucky"/>
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    <category term="teenage werewolves are gross"/>
    <category term="&amp;steve"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>56</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">&lt;b&gt;[Spam]&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;[Vampires and werewolves don't mix. Apparently they &lt;i&gt;really&lt;/i&gt; don't mix, down to the molecular level. Isaac's bleeding black, like Scott had when the alpha pack had wounded him, when he hadn't been healing. His body's fighting back against the infection but he's missing a lot of blood and it's healing slow or maybe it's not even healing at all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He couldn't kill her. He couldn't even fight back against her really, because dead or not, vampire or not, it was &lt;i&gt;Allison&lt;/i&gt;. He'd seen her hurting and then he'd watched her die and it had broken something in him; he couldn't hurt her, even when the smell of death had been all over her. When she'd pulled him in - with that unnatural strength, so much stronger than she had any right to be - he couldn't make himself stop her as she sank fangs deep into his neck.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He drags himself up towards the deck without planning on going that way, not thinking he should get to the infirmary, not thinking anything, hand pressed hard against his neck like it's going to keep his blood in his body. It's like he can't breathe and he wants to see the open stars up on deck because it feels like the walls of the corridors are closing in around him. There's bloody black ooze bubbling out between his fingers and out of his nose and he's dizzy and sick. He leaves streaks of the stuff on the the railings of the stairs and where he brushed against the wall. He keeps thinking that he wasn't even there when Jerry got her. He wasn't there at all, he just trusted she'd be okay. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He failed her, again. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He gets out onto the deck and with the open sky above him he sinks to his knees, fumbles out his communicator and sends out a message.]&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;[Public video]&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;[When he talks, it's through a mouthful of black blood which runs down his chin with the words and it feels like he's numb all over except for the burning infected heat of the wound in the side of his neck, the feel of his werewolf healing fighting against the change. His eyes are gold and his face is pale. He doesn't know what to do but he has to tell them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He's leaking black down his neck and it's running between his fingers and staining his shirt and it &lt;i&gt;hurts&lt;/i&gt;, but his voice doesn't break or hitch. His own injury isn't important. He couldn't do anything but maybe that's just because he's not good enough. He's never been good enough. All he keeps thinking is &lt;i&gt;it all happened so fast&lt;/i&gt;. His hands are numb and he doesn't even bother trying to filter the message.]&lt;/small&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Scott, Allison's a vampire. He got her.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=freezerburns&amp;ditemid=2159" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2014-07-14:2290116:1646</id>
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    <title>[two] β [video]</title>
    <published>2014-08-20T22:01:41Z</published>
    <updated>2014-08-20T22:01:41Z</updated>
    <category term="&amp;scott"/>
    <category term="&amp;allison"/>
    <category term="event: fourth wall day"/>
    <category term="&amp;matt"/>
    <category term="teenage werewolves are awkward"/>
    <category term="&amp;camden"/>
    <category term="&amp;chris argent"/>
    <category term="call me beep me if you wanna reach me"/>
    <category term="&amp;erica"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">Everyone's kind of already here, so. Maybe there's not all that much point to this. But if there's anyone else from Beacon Hills out there seeing this... &lt;small&gt;[He means Chris, mostly. If it's Chris from after Allison's death. There's obviously &lt;i&gt;news&lt;/i&gt; he has to share here. ... There may also be a tiny part of him that wants Derek to answer, or Erica, or Boyd. His old pack. There's always a chance, right? Time is weird here.]&lt;/small&gt; Um. Say hi.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=freezerburns&amp;ditemid=1646" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2014-07-14:2290116:1457</id>
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    <title>[one] β [video]</title>
    <published>2014-08-08T00:10:53Z</published>
    <updated>2014-08-08T00:10:53Z</updated>
    <category term="how do wardening???"/>
    <category term="look how much i'm not freaking out"/>
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    <category term="&amp;lydia"/>
    <category term="&amp;allison"/>
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    <category term="teenage werewolves are awkward"/>
    <category term="&amp;iris"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;small&gt;[The video clicks on and Isaac's sitting there, looking all cozy in a thick cardigan. He doesn't really seem like he's freaking out - but he's totally freaking out. Everything's weird. He hasn't even stepped outside his room yet. He's been too wrapped up trying to figure out how the hell he's supposed to do this warden thing. But look, it's time to introduce himself, start the whole process, get it moving. He needs his deal, so he has to do this.]&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So this whole BYO room onto the super strange prison spaceship - that's pretty cool, right? I totally didn't expect that part. I kinda had this picture in my head of like, prison cells and guards in uniform. People getting shanked, and smuggling drugs and stuff-- &lt;small&gt;[Isaac, don't say &lt;i&gt;up their butts&lt;/i&gt;.]&lt;/small&gt; --like in movies. &lt;small&gt;[Nice save. Oh, but what if the room thing is just for wardens? Has he just made a crack about the inequality between wardens and inmates inadvertantly? That could be awkward.]&lt;/small&gt; Wait, &lt;i&gt;do&lt;/i&gt; inmates get their rooms from home? Or is that just for wardens?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Um. &lt;small&gt;[The pause stretches out for a bit too long and he realises he should maybe give his name. Possibly.]&lt;/small&gt; I'm Isaac. Isaac Lahey. From California. I'm not exactly experienced with the whole... spaceship thing. Or the prison thing. But it's cool. I'll get the hang of it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=freezerburns&amp;ditemid=1457" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2014-07-14:2290116:491</id>
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    <title>TLV APPLICATION | complete</title>
    <published>2014-07-19T17:52:49Z</published>
    <updated>2014-08-07T23:57:40Z</updated>
    <category term="!ooc"/>
    <category term="game: tlv"/>
    <category term="!application"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
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    <content type="html">&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://freezerburns.dreamwidth.org/491.html#cutid1"&gt;For half of my childhood I was locked in a freezer, so being helpful is kind of a new thing for me.&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=freezerburns&amp;ditemid=491" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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